Absence by Jeffrey McDaniel
Absence
Jeffrey McDanielOn the scales of desire, your absence weighs more
than someone else’s presence, so I say no thanksto the woman who throws her girdle at my feet,
as I drop a postcard in the mailbox and watch itthrob like a blue heart in the dark. Your eyes
are so green – one of your parents must bepart traffic light. We’re both self-centered,
but the world revolves around us at the same speed.Last night I tossed and turned inside a thundercloud.
This morning my sheets were covered in pollen.I remember the long division of Saturday’s
pomegranate, a thousand nebulae in your hair,as soldiers marched by, dragging big army bags
filled with water balloons, and we passed a lit match,back and forth, between our lips, under an oak tree
I had absolutely nothing to do with.
MARGINALIA
Nothing makes sense, even this poem, but I know you get it, I know you understand.
ABOUT JEFFREY MCDANIEL
Jeffrey McDaniel is the author of five books of poetry, most recently Chapel of Inadvertent Joy (University of Pittsburgh Press, 2013). Other books include The Endarkenment (Pittsburgh, 2008), The Splinter Factory (Manic D, 2002), The Forgiveness Parade (Manic D Press, 1998), and Alibi School (Manic D, 1995). His poems have appeared in numerous journals and anthologies, including Best American Poetry (1994 and 2010). A recipient of an NEA Fellowship, he teaches at Sarah
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